my life is going through turmoil for the past 3 years!!! though i am very introvert to share it but i can say that after seeing so many up-down now i can make fun of every problem coming my way!!! i can tell them to just shoo way and can look forward for the upcoming!!!
it may seem victory to you but i take it in a pessimist way. Have I gone so insensitive that now i don't feel any pain any guilt coming away? Though i can smile at my sufferings but what about the pain i should feel? What about the tears which should flow once in a while. and what about my soul? how do i find it now? how can i say that yes i have a heart which bleeds!!!
Like many youngsters i have felt the emotional vacuum in myself but what about the enthusiasm which should enjoin me. what about the excitement, what about the passion.
though im living but what about the life that should have breath ceasely inside time's womb.
pheww these are the question i try to find answers for. i struggle everyday to breath, to live , to smile, to let my closed ones that hey dude! i am fine!!!! so what i am empty, so what i want to talk, so what i want to cry!!! but don't worry dude i am fine!
am i worth living this life?
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